The Dream

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you


After three eventful days, when i went to bed this morning (yeah morning! we returned at 4!) after the Vaishno Devi trip, i think i was too tired for dreams. Nevertheless this one was as perplexing as it was beautiful :)

I was really cold and uncomfortable in the bed. So I sit up and decide to watch some TV in another room, soon I fell asleep on the floor there. Reasons and logic not important: its a dream after all! So what I see is this girl, I had a huge crush on at school and till sometime later.So i see her sitting in my room, in a nice baby blue sweater, pressed against me, close enough to cause me discomfort |:o
lookin at me. :D

after all this time when all i saw of her, was a picture, which seldom changed on one of the social nets.The last conversation was brief, very brief, maybe even strange (for her of course!)
I take the liberty of mentioning this phone call, maybe the last wonderful communication in my memory. She had called that day, the winter in the new year of 2007.she wanted to talk about stuff, forms to fill, application details etc etc, I don’t remember the material of the conversation, how would I, with goose bumps and my stomach churning and all that on just hearing her! Anyhow, I wanted to prolong the convo, keep listening, keep talking. The twenty minutes that still bring a fine smile. She never called after that. She didn’t need me again I suppose or as the things turned out later sometime, I was myself down and out who would need me.

the silhouette was perfectly redrawn from the one etched in my memory ,how could have I mistaken..the overpowering effect of the presence was making me really uncomfortable.She isnt talking or doing anything. Just gazing in my eyes pressed against me.The same old beautiful eyes, luscious lips, the sexy raised cheekbones. And that mole above the lip.

and what was to follow?, of course a dumb response! I would have managed to screw it up like a perfect whacko psycho. That was it, overbearing.I guess I wisely chose to wake up else I spoil it yet again!!!!!! Wtf !! What the hell ? Man, y her, after like all was forgotten!! Strange are the ways. :)